Feirse

As I lay here in the dark peace of night, I often wonder to myself if there’s something I did not do quite so right. A forgiving smile opens upon my heart and frees me from my mistakes- fore in seeing all that I have now… all that I have become… I can only wonder how I could regret such decisions that led to this end. Live… learn… love… forgive… but do not regret the very endeavors that shaped you into who you are. Wear your achievements and your blunders upon your sleeves in equal pride and you will learn to accept all others, as to do this you have truly accepted yourself.

It starts with a trip- a small little fumble Confidence trickles, begins to feel humbled Frustration, confusion become but a gateway To fear, panic, hate resolution and envy- One little step and the whole world does fall A universe of insecurities lie through the crumbled walls I shutter in fear as response to its grandeur Yet all those around me are blind to my terror Each moment a new little part of me crumbles Am I right, am I wrong- is it all but a shamble? A battleground where the only enemy is 'I' Each victory brings only more feeling of wry parts of my soul as it all falls apart Turns inwards, distorted, against its own h